Rambling for 15 minutes to Distract Myself from Eating

HEY GUY!!!!! i feel rather  blah today but also relatively happy. i have 14 minutes left until i can eat, which is why i'm writing right now. im distracting myself. i dont know why i'm distracting myself, because honestly, i'm quite strong today. oh, and i'm on right now because, once again, there's no school. i've spent the whole day lying in my mother's bed, reading peoples' blogs, giong on PT, and looking up thinspo. what a fucking life!!!! haha, it's seriously starting to really take control of me now. i'm kind of scared. but i love it at the same time.

BMI. i wish that when people referred to their weight that it would always be in BMI form. i've noticed while on PT that people put their weight but not their height, or they put their weight and height, but it's in kilograms. and i truly just dont understand kg. i like weight is in BMI because i can compare it to mine (mine is 19.8). 4 minutes until i can eat.

There's something that i noticed while reading someones blog today. It was perfect. she had everything neatly catagorized and labeled. i loved it. i can't do that to my blog yet because i truly just don't know how to do anything besides post. it wasn't just the way the blog was set up, but the way she like had everything, even how she kept track of food, exercise, ect. it was perfect. she said in the blog that she had OCD but i thought it was absolutely perfect. i like how she had her food and and chores and stuff. i was in a point system. a wonderful, wonderful point system. i think i'm going to borrow that idea from her. and sense i've just babbled about how amazing her blog is, i figure that i should put a link toHer Fabulous Blog. her name is Sarah by the way.

Well, it seems that i have been  able to ramble aimlessly through my hunger pains. it's actually 7 minutes past the time that i was planning to eat at, cool. well, i'll probably blog later on today, if i have time. i have a research paper due, and piano, and my chores. but i'll probably get back to you all some time later today. Too Da Loo lovelies         Jaime-Lynn