i fucking HATE myself right now! i keep over eating!!! i can feel fat on my stomach. and my rib bones on my chest just started showing again. This is great, i just want to die. it's the same thing every time. Animal Crackers. how pathetic is that?! ANIMAL CRACKERS!!!! i swear they have like a shit load of msg in them, because i dont usually get stuck on one food(besides toast). ugh. reality check j-lynn. you need to be lenient. i'm to strict with myself. i said four crackers. 30 calories. but of course i wanted more and that got me to eat like a ton. so ive probably eaten 700-1000 calories today. thats just wonderful. this is like 3 days now of over-eating. im sorry this was such a short and angry post. i hope my next will be with better news.
jaime-lynn <3
No comments:
Post a Comment