fail

okay, so we went out to eat, and instead of being smart and ordering a salad, i got onion rings, fries, and a triple chocolate cake. yeah i know. im fat. worthless. weak. shameful. disgusting. hopeless. im sorry guys. im trying not to be. i cant wait for monday when i can start the ABC diet. its gonna be good. and im actually gonna stay on it. because if i dont im liable to kill myself for all the reasons i just listed.the worst part is that i wasnt even hungry i hadnt eaten all day either. i blow.

 wish me luck for tomorrow and hope that im strong?                      Jaime-Lynn <3